That Thing

I was at home today with a sick Landon, again (that makes 16 times in 11 months if anyone else is keeping track). But we go to Children's Hospital tomorrow for our initial meeting with the infectious disease doctor.

While home, a friend sent me a link to a Beth Moore video. I watched it and I thought it was great. Here's the link - http://salemnet.vo.llnwd.net/o29/lifetoday/swf/2007/02/70221.htm

This was a timely video for me. I have THAT THING (if not things) that I put in that box and carry around with me. I'm working at handing that box over to God and let him be in control, but it's hard to do. I guess I never really saw it as MISTRUST before. But as Beth said, "Any place our minds are not steadfast is a place we distrust God."

How can I not trust a God who has been there through SO many things, to be there for ALL things? It's mistrust because it's not TOTAL trust. I'm working on it. I'm not going to let Satan use that to threaten me, anymore.

The things in my boxes are deep rooted and not going to go away. I just need to learn to let go of them and trust God.

Here's the rest of the series:
Part 1
Part 2 - the above video
Part 3
Part 4
Part 5
Part 6